Defining Myself

I read a social media post by a young man trying to make a difference in the lives of others, but also (apparently) trying to use his own strategies and directions. His frustration with yet another failed project is captured in his following statement: “…Especially when it’s just one more thing in an astronomically long list of things I’ve used to define myself that has also wound up in a huge time investment with no return.”

Did you see it, his perspective on using this project to define himself? Perhaps I recognized it because the same trap often catches me. I have come up with some strategy to “serve” God and have asked Him to get on board with my idea, assuming He would be inclined to do so, especially since that is the way I wanted to serve Him. When it does not seem to work out, I feel defeated and discouraged. There it is folks. My disappointment and discouragement are the “tell tale” indications that I was doing it for me all along.

God’s ways being higher than my ways, often make a strategy that I see as less desirable, actually being the strategy God prefers. God sees around the corners and is never limited to the linear approach to goals and the singlular target approaches I use. He accomplishes much with every decision and I just can not do that kind of planning.

I smiled when I saw the young man’s statement because I see both a good heart, and the old familiar trap of “it is really about me.” I know what it looks like when I do that. What does it look like in your life?

Photo: Heartlight.org

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